stunted
why is it that every man I meet is stunted?
Either physically or emotionally their growth stopped somewhere around 15?
Is it me?
Am I expecting too much?
Do I think too highly of myself?
Do I think that I am at a level where a man ‘should be at least ‘this’ high to ride this ride’?
They bring me down to their level.
I can’t wear heels, can’t transcend the bullshit, frivolous meetings and greeting and the playground ‘I like you, you like me’ nonsense I thought I’d left so many years ago.
Wearing me down, keeping me stunted. I say I’ll leave them all in my wake and wait on the Lord to send me one who’s on my level, my height, my speed. I pray the Lord lets me recognize him when and if he comes because I’ve been fooled too many times by men parading as giants only to reveal themselves to be dwarfs.