Interrupted

Humans can’t process interruption.

There is always supposed to be order.

Order is understood/ expected. Humans understand order. Order is the completion of things. When there is an interruption, order is not complete and the system breaks down. When the system breaks down another system is adopted or the initial system is resumed but the interruption now becomes a part of the equation/ the system. That’s not order, it is a deviation. When interruption and deviation happen too often it becomes chaos- the opposite of order/disorder. Humans cannot perceive disorder. It is a negative/ incorrect/ inaccurate/ wrong. Interruption is not in the natural order.

We know what we want. We know who we want. We feel it intrinsically. We know the order of our existence; where we want to go and how it will look when we get there. But it doesn’t always come to fulfillment as we envision. There are interruptions. There is deviation. There is chaos. Chaos, when it happens too often becomes pattern, pattern becomes order, order can be understood/ perceived/ adopted as right/ correct/ natural by humans. It allows the mind to ignore deviation/ chaos/ interruptions of the initial natural order. It allows flow/ procession. So we don’t get stuck/ locked/ blocked. We can move on.
We can adjust to the interruption of our natural order/ break with our intended existence/ our desired flow.
We become the unnatural versions of our natural selves.